Reflection of me

The author describes himself as energetic and socially confident, yet paradoxically afraid of taking risks. He values being trustworthy rather than universally admired. He decides on the basis that if he was at the opposite position of his, what he would have done if his revolting person is the person on decision making.

Your past reflects the person you have been, it tells me my faults, my deep mistakes of deciding to be, or to be not.

He worries about trusting others, fearing abandonment when better alternatives appear. The post explores internal contradictions: the author presents as successful to others while feeling constrained internally.

He compares himself to a sparrow with a bone in his neck which stops him from flying. He attributes this limitation not to the bone's size but to negative influences that discourage and demotivate him. Others project their negativity, and the weight of their discouragement holds him down.

Despite these obstacles, the piece concludes with determination -- despite current limitations, he expresses resolve to overcome his barriers and achieve his potential. One day he will break the bone and fly very high to the limitless sky.

The writing is introspective and philosophical, examining themes of self-worth, vulnerability, and personal growth through metaphorical language.